It's hard to accept I have to stay here another two years. It's an ok place with lots going for it - but it felt like time to go. It still feels like time to go but I have to stay. I feel bereaved that my plans and hopes have not come to fruition this time. Sad, so sad.
So I have to pick myself and get on with it. There are exams in two weeks which I am NOT prepared for. The endless round of school stuff and the same ho sweaty weather everyday.
My sanity in the last 3 days has only existed in the small world of knitting, making a sweet cardigan (mignon from Loop knitting)
and a little hat to go with it, that I haven't taken a picture of yet. All this in 3 days. It's Christmas knitting if I can wait that long to send it.
Now, off to make a list of what I can get out of this next two years to make it a positive experience. What have you put on your list for the next two years?